deadboredom.

January 29, 2010


LOVEBOX<3

fuck to you .

January 29, 2010

sorry ? haha . easy said . in that case everything that you 've done you say sorry . and expect pple to forgive you all the time . suckssssssssss.
Im Pissed , Irritated , Tired . im sick of it .
im done arsehole.
im totally gonna live it .

mundane.

January 25, 2010

tired , bored .

working at 1pm.
accompanied shable with texting then i cant get myself to sleep .

baah.
lets siap .

heres a middle finger straight to your face.

 

waiting for bby for 30 mins is so long :(

Wasted time.
Wasted breath.
And for what? There's nothing left.
My pillows crisp, the tears have dried.
Her selfish ways-my bloodshot eyes.
I used to wake up everyday and hear her voice.
But now waking up isn't the preferred choice.

Holding back the anger, and giving up my pride.
I wish I could have seen what she would do with her lies.
Clinging onto sanity but crossing the lines,
A new day awaits, for my fake smile.

A whole new day.
A fresh new start.
Forget it ever happened for good things fell apart.
But now that she's not in my life,
every little thing I see has lost it's shine.

The countless hours I spent trying to please her.
Would the time have been wasted had this not occured?

Holding back the anger and giving up my pride.
Staring at her picture with a tear in my eye.
It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide.
Taking in deep breaths, I'm to numb inside.

Holding back the anger, and giving up my pride.
Staring at her picture with a tear in my eye.
It's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide.
Taking in deep breaths, I'm to numb inside.

A straight middle finger to your faces bastard fairies .

finally learned .

December 20, 2009

She's just everything <3

You've got a nice chin !
My hols are basically , bby & work .
Nothing much .
Why is it , when i wanna blog , idk what to write .
when i dont wish to , i've got alot to write .
sucha asshole \\

Like this lazy wanna update ah .

I want ..
Shoes .
Clothes .
Slippers .
Skimboard .
New deck .
ect ect ~
Importantly bby to always be with me (:

thats all folks .

The world isnt being fair .

December 02, 2009

too much too say fuckers .

damn .

November 09, 2009

Down , everythings been bad , confusing , unexpected .
will be away ~

lazy to update .

October 29, 2009

will be very busy .
im lazy to update .
i love quraisha <3

might not be the only one for you , but your the only one for me love .

October 25, 2009


I really miss Aishaaaa badly :(

Is the past going to repeat ?
Its like the same flow happening .
Why must it always be --- ?

You make my heart go .

shahF : astra


Im egoistic , very .
Preety much cagey .
Im having this inner selfish doubt .
I love helping people .
I love to make my lovely quraisha smile ((:

I'm facing truths so unfamiliar .
Lets see , I'm your saint, will you be my savior?

Addicted to Quraisha's hair hehehe .

You spoke quick, I spoke faster . Take your pick, take mine after .

Reaction to everything i fear .